In the cycles of tearing and reconnecting that our lives complete

"If this isn't love, I don't know what it is." That's how I was inspired.

I've always been lucky, I think. I've always been supported by people who love me since I was little. Although there have been a few times that I wander out of the right path and made some "not so good" decisions, but the right people are always there to guide me back on this path. So, I have to say that I've been really lucky.

I'd been thinking a lot recently about where my brain, mind, and heart is leading me to on this life path. I was really afraid. I wanted to be able to comfort people who love me and do things to make them happy, but, how about me? Where's my stand in my own life stage? I wanted to escape from everything for once because I couldn't think anymore.

My life has come to the point of taking up the responsibility and choosing for myself of what I want to do. This isn't easy for me growing up from a mostly liberal but somewhat conservative family. Let's put it this way, it's like interior design that I can do whatever I want in this given space, but the space is already structured, no more, no less. After realizing that this is the life-long homework for me to work on, I have no fears or whatsoever to continue on this path because I can see it clearly now.

This cloud was probably the stupidest thing that I trapped myself into - to choose a side of my parents, my own, and my soul mate. When I looked back to it all, I know that I am going to support them with the greatest strength in myself forever. NOTHING I am worried about anymore.

I want to say Thank You for those who love me, especially Brian.